With the holidays so close, I thought it would be good to bring you some Christmas cheer -- though just a little. What can I say? I've been pretty low on holiday spirit.
On another note, I also didn't decorate the house. Yep, seriously, there is nothing in my house that looks even remotely like winter (unless you count a few holiday cards hung with magnets on my refrigerator). I have no excuse for this really. I have some really adorable decorations that are neatly tucked in a box in my coat closet. I must admit, I was just being lazy -- and at this point, it seems silly to go through the hassle of putting up Christmas decorations when I know I'll be taking them down come Saturday.
For example, this is the first year in many, many years that I haven't sent Christmas cards. I love making handmade cards. The cards out of the box -- they don't really do it for me. But you see, I usually wait for inspiration to hit me -- an awesome idea that's new and unique. Well, it never came. I kept looking at the calendar, thinking that Christmas was creeping up on me, wondering when my idea would hit. It didn't. So I kind of let it slide.
On another note, I also didn't decorate the house. Yep, seriously, there is nothing in my house that looks even remotely like winter (unless you count a few holiday cards hung with magnets on my refrigerator). I have no excuse for this really. I have some really adorable decorations that are neatly tucked in a box in my coat closet. I must admit, I was just being lazy -- and at this point, it seems silly to go through the hassle of putting up Christmas decorations when I know I'll be taking them down come Saturday.And it keeps coming -- I haven't done any Christmas shopping either. Okay, that's not entirely true. I did buy something for Steven, and I've been working on his gift for a few months now. But, damn, I didn't realize how long this project would take. I'm still waiting to get something back from a certain someone before I can actually finish it. The clock is ticking. It's looking more and more like this will be a Happy New Year gift than a Christmas gift. I only hope he likes the darn thing!
So there it is. My lack of Christmas spirit is somewhat appalling.
But maybe that's not entirely my fault. For instance, I just looked up the weather forecast, and it looks like the whole week will be in the low 70's/high 60's. I know people say I should be happy living in a place with such great weather -- but there's something about gray skies, snow and the cold that makes you want to be inside, sip hot cocoa and cuddle up with a loved one. This weather just makes me think of fall...or spring...or summer...or every other damn day of the year.
Not to mention, Steven's been gone for nearly half the year. For most of this, he hasn't even been on active duty. He's just trying to get things straightened out so that he can actually get out of the Army. Yes, we're fortunate that although his assigned post was in Kentucky, they allowed him to telecommute from Los Angeles, so we didn't have to move. But I assure you, for the work they were making him do, it was the least they could do. I can't say any more about that -- but just trust me on this one.
Okay, so this post was supposed to bring you a little Christmas cheer, and I've ended up sounding like the Grinch that Stole Christmas! Sorry about that.
What can I say -- maybe next year I'll be better.
Speaking of...I was in my pole dancing class last night learning fabulous news spins and climbing (and all sorts of crazy things that are bruising the hell out of my legs -- but so much fun nonetheless). And we danced to the most awesome Christmas song. So here's some cheer for you. Play it. You'll love it -- or at least I did.
Album: Hotel Cafe Presents - Winter Songs
Artist: Meiko
Song: Maybe Next Year
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Don't stress over Christmas, as if you have to do certain things, or else. Make up for it in 2010 by spreading the Christmas spirit throughout the year.
1/2 a year apart from your fiance/husband?! Maybee that's why you're not in your Christmas spirit?
How much longer til he's back home for good?
I like your advice - sounds much better than stressing out! :)
We think Steven will be heading back this week. With a little luck he'll be back for Christmas...or at least very soon. I'm looking forward to it (to say the least)!